Mental issues have always been very interesting to me, but also I never did quite get why people function the way they do. I knew that whatever was going through my mind had millions of thoughts. That I could never understand. I thought people personalities were what made them who they were, but instead I felt as though there was something more hidden inside that nobody did ever get. I knew that moods were quite ups and downs. Depression would turn people to a changed life and that pain would exist because there was something that hurt people deep down inside and didn’t know how to stay away from.  I wanted to change my abilities of believing that people would understand my deepest  thought and feelings. I was wrong and I wanted to make a believer out of myself that I was here to make a difference.  That whatever I was facing wasn’t reality. It was dreams that I would decide in my mind. I knew that I wanted to believe that in my everyday being. Those dreams would come through my imaginations. My issues that I was faced with were only hidden parts of me.  I found myself realizing that nobody in this world would truly understand the possibilities of facing such issues. I had become somebody once more that I would change into.