Anxiety

                             
The part of life that I never did get is why people become so aware of what they have, but aren’t able to express how they feel. I have always been able to fully express the ideas that I would come across even sometimes when I get this uncomfortable feeling. I knew that whatever I was truly facing my logical would tell me to face it head on. I hated being the one to circle around problems. Problems only hinder that much more than you will lead to face it once more again. I never did get why there was such cruelty in the world when it came to asking questions about what my life meant.  Where I was going down my path, but I knew that I was coping with a lot of worries inside my body. I was wondering would anyone ever get why I was feeling this way. What made my worries exist even more to lead me into another direction? That it would feed off my stress once more and then I wouldn’t know how to handle it again and again. I knew from that point of my life I would have to learn how to cope with whatever was brought to me in my life. A series of many stories that I never did get.