I have always thought about relationships as being very simple and easy going. I never

 expected for a relationship to have the trails. I have expectations from people, but for 

some reason there is always this skeptical part of me that filters in.

Why can't relationships be about   loving the person, but why does it have to be about

the needs and the expectations of what we need may need. I never did quite understand

the very details of it.

I hated that and when was I was trying to grow out of fear. The doubt that

would manifest over time and then it would ache as much as anything ever did. I wanted

that kind of dream relationships with pictures of joys and happiness all that. I have written

in my mind. The pictures that would never go away and I would spend time creating

that journey that I had in mind.